Do you ever get really bothered by certain things? You know things that really aren't a big deal but still irk you just the same? Well, lately I have and they've been building up so I've decided to use this blog as a way to clear my head and let off some steam. So with that said here I go! Things that bother me.........(in no particular order)
Pillsbury biscuits bother me.
-Every time I have to unwrap that evil cylinder and wait for it to decide when it wants to explode and pop open makes me so mad! I hate it. It is never predictable and I get all flustered and nervous every time. I feel like it controls me when shouldn't it be the other way around??? There has to be a more simple way to get those dang biscuits out of that dumb container then having it burst open like that. Why haven't they come up something? Anything? Why??? Gah.......absolutely horrible!
Leaf blowers bother me.
-It feels like everyday during Sam's nap time a sweet man turns on his leaf blower to clean up our courtyard and it ALWAYS wakes up Sam. (This leaf blower sounds like a vacuum on steroids) You would think it would only take a few minutes to blow these leaves away (leaves which don't even exist because it is March) but no it is an hour plus ordeal. It takes all my restraint not to run and lash out all my anger on this poor man. If I ever find myself alone with that leaf blower though I can't make any promises of what I will or wont do.....
My back bothers me.
-So I've had no problems with my back for years now and just when I am about to dance again for the first time it totally starts acting up again just like it did before it totally gave out on me. I've been so excited to perform in this little show and now I feel terrified all over again. I just want to do my best and give it my all :) I hate feeling old. I hope it will hold up and all will go well!
Cold texting bothers me.
-Ok so let me explain....when I send out a text it usually looks something like this.....-Hey! Are you coming tonight? Let me know :) - Pretty upbeat and friendly right? So what am I to think when I get a response like this......-No. We are busy. - Super scary huh?!? I'm sorry but I hate periods. They just seem so cold. How hard is it to do an exclamation point instead? You are still hitting a button so you might as well hit a happy one right?!? Kevin used to be this way and now his texts are full of smiley faces and exclamation points and it is wonderful. If he can change so can you! Give it a try.....be happy! (Now I'm sure all of you are wondering if it is you that I am talking about and if you have to ask yourself that question then it definitely is not you!!! Please text me the same way you always have been! I have a feeling I'm going to get a lot of extremely happy texts now....hehe!)
And lastly, Nightmares bother me.
-I feel like every dream I have lately is a nightmare. They are so scary and they almost always include Sam and I wish I could stop them. Some people can control their dreams. I am not one of those people. I know that I live life very cautiously and that I have a lot of......hmmm what is the right word I am looking for.........stress? Fears? Anxieties? Well anyways, I do and I guess my subconscious is pretty weak to those. Hopefully they will stop soon and I can dream about pixystix and flying and doing a million pirouettes perfectly! Oh and maybe I should stop reading The Hunger Games before I go to bed ;) Lol.
PHEW! Man do I feel better! It feels good getting that all off of my chest. Sorry for the crazy ranting....I am generally a happy and carefree person ;) It's a beautiful day outside and there are no leaf blowers within an ears reach so I guess that's something worth celebrating!!!